Sunday, May 30, 2004
Im taking my time
Im trying to leave the memories of you behind
Im gonna be fine
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind
I wanna feel the way you make me feel
When Im with you
I wanna be the only hand
You need to hold on to
But every time I call
You dont have time
I guess Ill never get to call you mine
Youre nothing at all
I know theres a million reasons why I shouldnt call
With nothing to say
Could easily make this conversation last all day
Another lesson I didnt get to learn
Youre my obsession
Ive got nowhere to turn
I wanna be the one you hold on to
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I know you think you know me
You dont know anything
I know you want to help me
I dont need anything
Dont tell me where to go
I dont need you to know
so they said.
must must must must blog today. haha. omg. 7 days. no handphone, no computer. thank goodness i won't be alone. if i were i'd go crazy. haha. that day in the car we were trying to play the silent game i lost 4 times in a row. haha. i cannot tahan lah. i MUST talk. i talk to live man. haha. man. i can't go on an airplane by myself. like xiang and ping. oh. xcept they're twins. haha. ooh! i want a twin! joshua and caleb were SO cute on stage today man. woah. eh. seriously. it's SUPER cool larh. haha. can you imagine. okok. name my twin. (min says i'm schizo.. haha) erm. camille.. can't think of a twin's name. ok. i give up. kameiw. ok. camille and kameiw. i'm kameiw. my twin's camille. no. i'm camille and my twin's kameiw. actually. i don't know. nia mind. yeah. then later. we were talking bout how jojo could be an air stewardess when she hit 16+ haah. then i said that i could talk to her on the plane so i won't drive the person sitting next to me crazy.whee. i'm getting a bit hyper. cos bent just called me smart! oosh. haha. :D
today hui min was teaching me how to play heart of worship on the guitar. every week i learn new songs. haha. so cool. but i forgot how to play the song andrew taught me last week. i want a guitar!! :'(
ok. and i thought i was the one over reacting. ok. fine. whatever.
i should stop saying whatever. trying to prove individuality. whee. vanity should be a sin man. or izzit already? haha. :P
whee. she was right leh. i do need to tell someone something. but who. there's nobody. ooh. i like the thing t. mary gave us. nice. hm. don't know why i've been so caught up lately. so distracted. i cannot stand it. i don't know why i cannot leh. aiyo. think i'm going to have a hard time trying to enjoy my holiday.. sigh. :'(
gor tummy ache. sigh. argh... paaaaain. i cannot leh. i want. but don't want enough. why ah? it's grossing and scaring me out. sigh. thought i already said. then.. now. deedum. it's like stuck there. okok.
whee. oh. haha. today did something really funny and stupid. haha. i sucked cake up my nose! hahahaahaahah. cos. yeah. was celebrating iris' birthday. then.. haha. talking to kenneth. then as he was walking away he said. eh. you've got cake on your nose.. haha. then i breathed in. and the cake went into my nose. and it didn't come out. i think it went all the way in. man. haha. we were (quotes rachel) laughing like shit in our hearts hahahahahahahahahahaahah. except we were laughing out loud. whee. yup. and he was making fun of me the whole day. stupid. haha. no. and everybody was trying to explain to me why the cake couldn't have gone into my lungs. whee.
thanks. :) took the orange one with butterflies.
whee. i'm freezing. man. i'm sooooo glad that i've got my bible and diary with me when i go over. if not i'll die. haha. seriously. haha. know what. i haven't finished packing.
-dies- nvm. 2mr can sleep on the bus all the way there. whee. can't wait. so exciting. haha. think i'm going to get my thing there though i'm not supposed to. sigh. :'( sooo sudden. wrong timing leh.. going haywire. "watching my life crash down on me" think i've writtin that before. but. sigh. don't care. deddum.
i hate both those feelings. and i mean HATE. sigh. whee. you guys rock. love you all. prolly why don't cos of that. sigh. haiyah.
going there to run away.
deedum. alrighty. sigh. prolly how my parent's feel. haha. i finally understand.
annoyed. bleagh. deedum. ok. bleagh. aiyah. hate emotions. worse of all. cliched emotions. if it's all cliched then why can't i just not feel it if everyone has felt it? don't know what i'm talking also. ok. going to miss singapore though i'm just over the really REALLY short bridge. i'm super patriotic lorhx. like SUPER.
I LOVE SINGAPORE I LOVE SINGAPORE... LALALALALALALALALALLALALLALAL... FOREVER MORE. STAND UP! STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE! DEEP IN MY HEART I JUST KNOW, RIGHT FROM THE START!! MAJULAH SINGAPURA!!
haha. i'll miss all my friends like a LOT. sigh. so sad.. haha. sorry steph..
Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doin what you say
Cuz I'm tryin to get today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I know
I don't wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you
When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I won't wait
Cuz you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away
Run away
I'll never come back again
Run away
Run away
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out
I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out)
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
-simple plan-
nice sooooooong. man. i love it. whee. haha. but i hate the music video. bleagh. scooby doo. whee. love simple plan. they have really nice lyrics. :D k. gtg. ciao. so sadddd. buhbye!
so they said.
