Saturday, June 19, 2004
whoo. was super mad just now. but then my dear otter twin abandoned me and then i wasn't hyper anymore. cos everyone else i was talking to was depressed or something.
mygawsh. i've got blisters under my blisters. damn pain. :'(
HAHAHAHA! AM TO PM!!! as in the song. man.. it brings back memories. omg. i remember in p6 we wanted to put up a dance for teacher's day. and we would practise endlessly and the empty area in acs in front of the canteen. man we had sooo much fun. haha. and then. got scolded from my dad. haha. not allowed. haha. haha. feeling sooo nostalgic. whee. haha. :D
anyway. yeah. was in a poemy mood. cos otter twin wanted our nicks to rhyme. or something like that. sho dumb. ahah. laadeedum. yeah. keep getting disconected so annoying. i'm sure everybody's annoyed. sigh. sorry. anyway. haha. i've got sooo many twins. ahah. whoo. i've got a handsome twin, otter twin, girl twin and.. kameiw. haha. kameiw's the twin of camille. hahahha. think i'm going drunk on air again. haha. whee. :D having twins are cool. so cool. i want a twin!! argh. haha. i've said it ten billion times. haha. please. i'd like a girl twin. where i can be the girl too. no fair. haha. :D yupyup. twins rock. i don't mind being the younger twin. haha. :D it's shooo cool. i looove telepathy too. haha. i wouldn't mind my twin sister knowing what i'm thinking about. haha. argh.. i wish i wish i wish. haha. laaaa. i'm damn drunk. haha. whee. alright.
haven't seen anybody in a long time. bb.
so they said.
woah. double woah. MAJOR woah.
haha. how do you pronouce woah. woh. or wah.. haha. :D it's like a mix right. wohwoah. haha. i give up. omg! i sound like. lulu on daddy's grils mwahaha. the fann wong thing. i think it's damn farnee. wahaha. it reminds me of the dumb person dumb people thing. haha.
whee. had a friendly with some koreans today. damnit. thought could see the cute korean boy. liew.. why must everybody use the computer when i want to use. for goodness sake repair my computer lah. freak.
hmm. min scared me today. haha. she saw me walking back from training. then she suddenly smsed me "nice purple towel" hahahaha. liew.. i got a beeg fat shock. cos i was smsing somebody. then i got a shock cos i didn't know how the person knew.. woah. purple.. nice. haha. not my colour. pink. strawberry. eeh. orange. mwahaha.
super nice choir song. woah. actions rock. actions people rock. ade is DA best lah. seriously. anyway. meaningful.
reality. sigh. hate it.
can't find it. running from it?
finally get to go to church 2mr. like i haven't attended a full day at church since may.. woah. gross. i need to play guitar too. ahha. :D
George of the jungle is on now. mwahaha. i love it. it's damn farnee. haha. :D deedum. i love dumb farnee shows. oh yeah. omg. only 80 kids.. so few. :S laadeedum. my dad wants to use the computer so i gtg. surprised you haven't. haha. yeah. k. ciao.
so they said.
Friday, June 18, 2004
i remembered what i wanted to blog!? how amazing! right.
im' becoming too much like you. way too much. it's really bad know. sigh. but why. different reason. sigh.
"sometimes i love you
sometimes i don't
but i never ever
never want to let you go"
-sometimes
*gabrielle
so they said.
man. i'm dyiiing. wah. cannot walk man. i'm aching like shit. don't know how shit aches. but then again. i don't know how shit laughs in your heart. mwahaha. whee. haha. know WHAT. everytime i've got loads to say on my blog. then i forget when i come on.. what the. haha.
sigh. i'm losing it. seriously. need to talk. bleagh.
crap. i'm sorry. i didn't really mean to do that. know what. influence is soooo great. actually. i think i'm just damn weak. can't stand it. haha. my weight loss programme isn't working. i haven't gone running. haha. run enough during training. coaches are so heartless. haha. no pain no gain. yo..too much pain also no gain lor.. humph. haha. can't walk. my humongous blister is killing me. sigh. arh. hm. blaah.
watched confessions today. think we're ooba slow. but who cares. omg. i still haven't even watched shrek 2!? sigh. haha. so bad. ahaz. anyway. the guy's actually quite cute. i love shows with cute guys. but sitting next to allister aiyo.. can't gush about him right. haha. and jojo hates it when i keep talking throughout the show. ahaz. the play was SUPER cool man. argh. haha. i hate watching cool dances. i keep regretting quitting. humph. yup. the guys were complaining cos we kept taking neoprints. matt and jem are soooo unsporting. aiyo. and my mum thought you were the one with us. she was like. why him again. ERGH. wdv man.. yupyup.
it's annoying know. serioulsy. i hate it leh. haiz. don't know why. why is the internet soooo slow.. haha. :D laadeedum. yeah. anyway. we took a lot of neoprints. it's the first time rach and i have taken neoprints with sawah and jojo. ahah. only al and nat took pic with us. deedum. i think we had quite a good time. laughed quite a lot. but. aiyah. hm. nia mind.
whoops. ok. know what. i don't care. laah. k shall go. ciao. -dies-
so they said.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
woohoo. covering up my depression is bad. aiyah. but seriously. i don't really care. sho naggy. mwahahah. jokingjoking. yeah. i know. :P anyway. yeah. confused. damned indecision. wish somebody could tell me what to choose. wish somebody would talk me through it. like my mum. totally shrugged it off. man. she doesn't know how much it means to me. sigh.
dreamt of you. haha. did i mention it on my blog before. i dreamt of you saying hi and smiling at me. something i haven't seen in a LOOOOOOONG time. seriously long. haha last night dreamt of y ou. haha. different. but the same thing happened you said hi and smiled. woah. freaky. ahah.
it's damn inhibiting.
walala. i got new phone! whoo. my parents rock. yay. anyway. i was supposed to upgrade my phone. woah. can't believe it. haha. now all i would like is a guitar. haha. :D kook. new word. don't know how to pronounce. deeda.
going out 2mr. whee. so fun. we are SO going to take neoprints i don't care. haven't taken with jojo before. except when we were p3? ahah. i've never taken with sawah either.. ahha. :D
omg. i was like updating the wrong blog just now. woah.. freaky. man. what's with you. hahaha. stupid. trying to convince you that that i understand the right. the chioce. hello. if i ever did that. i'd cry. seriously. i know i'm wrong. like mtan always says. "play a loose shot, serve your punishment" hahahahahaaha. i think that phrase is DAMN farnee. sigh. i think he's close to a "miracle maker" when it comes to squash.
anyway. it's not that easy.
help.
i'm losing it. please talk to me again. i really need to talk to you. but. haha. i'm too shy to go up to you to ask if i could talk to you. i need to pray about it. really. this is a damn tough choice. crossroads. why must i make it. i hate making decisions. especially where my future is concerned. but then again aren't all decisions concerning your future. alright. fine. sorry. haha. :D
sigh. got a gigantanormous blister on my foot. seriously damn big. whee. and i still ran 2.4 today. sigh. irritating. almost died i swear. haha. ok. mum switched off the tv. means i've gtg. shitified. fine. ergh. sigh. fine. ciao.
so they said.
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
laaah. didn't go for training today. cos i've got a humongous blister on my left foot which i cut off cos it was peeling. and now. it's damn pain. cos it's like sore.. flesh? don't know. skipped lunch cos i woke up at 10 and ate breakfast at 10.. haha. had 2 nightmares last night man. scary. one about homework. hahahahaha. damn farnee larh. then i woke up and i knew i was on the verge of getting a panic attack. haha. then i sat up and told myself. it's a dream cam, it's a dream. and toink i went back to sleep. then my stupid alarm which stupid me forgot to switch off rang at 7. man. i was pissed. hahah. then eayh. went back to sleep and woke up at 10. i've never woken up that late before. best. :D whee. yeah. finished my art homework! whoo. my mum thinks it's nice. you've got to be kidding. cam's art is NEVER nice lah. haha. yupyup. :D
paranoia. hate it. don't know when and not. ahha. ladeedum. alright. i'm really bored so i shall just stop. bleagh.
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
heyy. back from malaysia. man. my irritating comp is going crazy, so i'm like in my bro's room updating now. argh. stupid. he's going to sleep soon. then what am i supposed to do. bought a lot. woah. a lot of sports apparel. ahah. whee. didn't manage to buy a diary though. :'( still need one. sigh. man. ate a lot. so fun. got closer ties with my cousins now. haha. but we've always been close. then they went to india. and now we're "back" again. yeah. like my bro can read everything i'm typing. so i can't make anything to obvious. mwahaha. who cares. my bro rocks. :D haha. both. erm. my twins too? ahah. everybody larh. anyway. that was sooo out of point. i was going mad in the car today. entertaining everybody. whoo. i'm funny. laahdeedum. ahah. whatever. hm. back to squash now. sigh. alright. woah. i bought like 4 cds ahah. :D -grin- bought soundtracks of grease, moulin rouge and.. love actually. woah. all that i love. but love actually causes me to remember stuff. ahaz. who CARES. heck. yeah. :D yeah. anyway. blahdeeblah. ahah. i hate it when people can't speak proper english. as in. pronounciation wise. HAHAHA. yeah. like vincent ng. so irritating. like please. how can he act in a singapore show if he can't speak properly. but he's quite hunky larh. ahah. anyway. erm. the canon commercial, the one where the girl's bra drops off as she dives for the volley ball right. haha. woah. i think she's really pretty. ahah. AND she's got really nice teeth. ahahahahaha. wheee. i'm so bleaghed.
-so i let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do-
that's from linkin park. man. i love their music. yeah. anyway. the 4th cd which i bought was evanescence. don't know why i bought. my mum thought amy looks scary. ahha. my parents rock larh. they didn't buy a thing and they bought me like everything larh. sigh. i'm going to treat my kids well. and i refuse to ever spoil them. seriously. i've seen spoilt kids. hate them. feel like going up to them and slapping them.. ahah. but lil kids are so cute. yeah. my bro wants me to sms perfect 10.. how bo liao. ahah. ooh. confessions by usher is good. ahah. another guy who can melt me!! whee.
so distracted. man. i've got to do my homework. shit larh. only one and a half more weeks of holiday. i feel like screaming. i hate squash larh. ERGH. fish. sigh. stop. haha. my bro rocks. makes me laugh. anyway. he's asking me to guess which of his teeth are shaky. ahah. alright. his internet connection is so good. so unfair. alright. shall go. ciao. :D
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
heyy. back from church. leaving later.. in a bit. really soon. sigh. missing chimes again. laadeeda. wish i didn't. charles, go away. humph. :P annoying. haha. :D yeah. anyway. t chen kee rocks. i miss the time when she was our vespers teacher. aww. haha. rach, ladder!? whoo. ahha. those were the days. ahah. today pastor mitch forgot to click on the slide thingy. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. man, i was laughing sooo hard. ahah. couldn't control it. thankfully. i stopped before we started praying. i remember last time. we used to laugh so hard. we'd be laughing throughout the whole prayer and when we said amen. we'd burst out laughing. so naughty sia. haha. eh. i was about to say i've improved. but then again. i don't think we have. during sunday school we learnt about drugs? haha. smt like that. i miss min!!! haha. ooh! was it just me and jojo or was the fellowship hall totally freezing today. omg. i was shivering throughout the whole message. poor jojo! we kept sitting under the air-con prolly that's why.
where's everybody gone? like. i haven't seen you in weeks. haha. whoo. you disappeared! went for holiday ah? haha. so funny. rachel was like calling you.. lala. you. like. erm. nevermind.
omg. my mum thinks i'm on msn... cos i keep typing. talk about like. suaku. yeah. who cares. she was like. who you talking to? everybody's in church. hello. like i have other friends anyway.. not just church friends.. whateverman.. ahah.
ANYWAY!
rach: i'll explain to you when i get back. it's really really really confusing. i don't think i really understand it myself. erm. it's got something to do with Pastor Mitch's true/false quiz. except you weren't in that particular conversation. so yah. you wouldn't know. haha. cos. tell you another time. can't exactly blog it all here. cos they'll be reading this too. *cough* hi sawah, hi jojo. mwahaha. we're going to investigate. so fun! haha. but i think we'll take forever. 2 dimwits trying to figure stuff out isn't really that successful man. haha. so! anyway. about friday. where to go? orchard? we HAVE to take neoprint. i think i'll spend all my money on neoprint lohx. i wanna take with the guys!!
sawah: tell us!! irritating. haha. danli. -grin- show me the picture! go and print it out and show me. don't you dare forget. and if he turns out to not be as shuai as i expect arh.. aiyo. so sad. ahha. :D whee. yeah.
jojo: so mean. don't lemme read. yeah. whee. i'm NOT a loser. who izzit? i know we're stupid. but. watch out. we're going to figure it out. by hook or by crook. know what. i think when we're 50 we'd still be trying to figure it out.. sigh. so unfair! ahaz. :D
eh. guys. what we going to do for jojo's birthday? let's go sentosa!!! zoo!!!! JURONG BIRDPARK! i wanna see the fish too!! woohoo. jojo. where do you wanna go? linkin park concert? i don't mind. haha. and. what do you want for your bdae babe. ah. friday. what are we going to watch? hm. pick something fair.. so the guys won't mind watching. come on jojo, you think THOSE guys will swoon over those girls. i think they're still in the "eeh, girls stage" ahha. ok. man. i'm mean. just joking. laadeeda. yupyup. so many things. friday, sunday school teacher's outing, jojo's birthday. only 2 weeks left. damit. so fast larh. haha. whee. yeah. get back to me asap k? still trying to figure out.
hmmm.. alright. i better get off. like my bro's super pissed with me. don't know what's wrong with him. i think he's pmsing. haha. gross. he's gay. he's got like legolas' pic all over his wallpaper. how sick is that. ahaz. alright. going to miss you guys like crap! *huggs* buhbye. know what. it's only 3 days. haha.
hm. i think i've run too far. i want to go back. but i don't dare. i really don't dare. alright. ciao. :'(
so they said.
