Thursday, July 01, 2004
i tried to tell myself so hard that you're gone.
haha. orange twin rocks. he's sho cute. though i haven't seen his eyes. ahah. whee. comparing family. ahah. i won. like duh. :D
whee. did you know i miss you. why did i have to try it.
man. i'm damn tired. seriously. i've like exerted energy enough to last me 2 weeks. and i blew my ankle. not really blew. but. don't know something snapped or clicked. and i can hardly walk lah. sigh. super pain. haiz. and got comp next week GREAT.
deedum. have i mentioned that i CAN'T go for chior on saturday cos i've got to go for the youth festival thing. haha. but i bet it's going to be damn fun. whee. we ALWAYS have fun. always always always. even if it's going to rain on us. haha. even if it's going to be boring. deedum.
i'm super tired. and i've been online forever. better go and do better stuff. ahha. okok. shall go. ciao.
so they said.
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
da da danny. da da daddy. hahahaa! the cartoon. only people who speak baby language would understand. ahaz. :D
heyy. :D been wanting to blog for quite a while. didn't get the chance to yesterday though. haha.
came home at 7.30. bathed. ate din. and did homework until 10.. woah. damn tired lah. everything's becoming so tiring lah. i've been playing squash plus school like everyday. like hols okay larh. but now there's school too. i'm so damn tired. but yeah. i'm glad. haha. mhmm. yeah. cos.
whee. sunday night ROCKED. only sawah knows why. haha. i've seriously got to be the BIGGEST sucker on earth. i don't want to be. but it's fun. and i love the melting feeling. it's sucky being invisible. but ahahz. that's out of point. ahah. hm. but yeah. nothing's the same no more. wish it would go back. but i sound dumb. wishing again.
sawah. stop pmsing. haha. :D
deedum. yeah. omg. friendster is rather slow. ahaz. stoopid elly. writing all that rubbish. ahahz. cos. my coach's daughter. haha. she gets sooo excited when she sees me. she practically screams ahah. :D yeah. anyway. she always asks me weird questions which are rather weiiird. but i guess i'm ok with answering them. ahah. she asked me about b**bs before. ahhaha. and her lil brother said. " i don't want b**bs . haha. yup. anyway. then the other day she asked me "jiejie camille, why your nose so big?" then haha. i said. "beeg nice whaat" and she said. " no wonder you're so pretty" omg. my friends and i were laughing like crap. hah. i'm pretty cos i've got a beeg nose!? AHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. GOT TUMMY ACHE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHH. whee.
do i sound tired. cos i'm the tiredest person on earth. deedum. sigh.
i'll FOREVER remember what t kenneth said to us one day during family camp. about having discipline. i specifically remember him saying about how to be good at squash as well as studies. that i need to have discipline. woah. damn tough can. i'm really really trying. sigh. it's sho difficult. dies. whee.
can't wait.
arghhh. nooo. this cannot be happening. i sooooo want to go for choir. noooo. sigh. i hope the game doesn't clash with choir. PLEAAAASE. sigh. hmm. supposed to go for youth festival opening. but i've got a competition. some graded thingy. sigh. aiyo. haha. oh no. now sawah's got to go.. ahaz. :D
bitchiness. sigh. sad know. whee.. ooh. the reason. ahaz. sho slow huh. yum. was eating ooperi just now.. don't know how to spell it. some indian thingy i like ahaz.
hm. annoyed. i wish we could stop it. but it can't can it. sigh. bleagh. go away. i don't like it happening anymore.
deedum. haha. quite happy. i guess. deedeum. i want to. but i don't dare to. i wish i could. :'( stop wishing you idiot. ergh. sigh. guilt. whee. read about it yesterday. so freaked out. ahah.
how do you -------- both? different. i really want to help know. i hate bitchiness. sigh. alright. father bugging me to get off. ciao. :D
so they said.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
whee. back home from church. sigh. i love to blog after church. whee. had a noisy car ride home. laughing so much with otter twin. haha. made uncle jacob go round and round cos i didn't know if anybody was home and i didn't have the house key. ahaz. so sad. i didn't get to play guitar so many times. ahah. sho cute. the p6 club. whee. my brother is in it. they copied sawah's idea.. "the phone club" ahaz. think he should just become my "didi" haha. he looves me. nono. actually he doesn't haha. but yeah. he keeps talking to me. ahaz. can't believe i used to hate him. but yeah. he's like the only "lil kid" who commands my respect. seriously. he's a very good leader though he's young. hahaha. really. his sister too. ahaz. even though she's tiny. he's very very responsible too. woah. so much more responsible than me can.. think he can be my ou xiang. ahaz ;D
whee. ooh. i wanna go help paint the stuffies. i bet they'll open it up to the older ones. come on lah. iss is sooo not on.. aiyo. so sad. woah. so much aloe vera. so nice. ahaz. :D whee.
wah. so hot. mwahaha. haha. like everybody's asking where you are. where the heck are you? deedum. i'm so tired. can sleep now lor.
damnit. school starts tomorrow. actually as much as i dread it. i'm quite ok with it. i'm glad i'm quite ok with it. i remember one year i didn't want to go to school min had to talk to me. ahaz. yeah. did i mention i went to her sunday school class gathering. sho dumb. uninvited. haha. but we had so much fun. ahaz. :D they told me most of the stuff.
like omg. i think they're so much more sensible than us. maybe it's just me. but yeah. they sound like it even if yeah. as a friend. okay lor. whatever dude. it's not like it's going to change anything between us. it won't go any further seriously. you can wait. or not. don't matter. not now. i don't want one right now. somehow you always do the same thing everytime i say no. it's rather irritating. omg. you sound like aa. hahaha. it don't prove your sincerity. really. aiyo. who cares.
i'm annoyed and pissed. don't feel like talking to anybody. so really. stop asking me stuff. argh. go away lah. hm. no privacy. bleagh. shall just stop blogging cos they won't stop bugging me. i'll just go and sleep everything away. ciao. sigh.
so they said.
