Saturday, July 10, 2004
mygash. it's so sweet. haha. whee. sweetness reigns. mwahaha. haha. i'm eating LAkerol, the LAxative. mwhahaha. i'm hyper for a moody time. weehee.
annoyed that i still can't train. cursed ankle. feel like cutting it off. it's damn weak lah. HUMPH.
tammy!! haha. *huggs* really miss you. yeah. i know. i haven't written to you. such an ass huh. sorry. -grin- haha. anyway. hahaha. you still haven't shown me the pic *cough* ahaz. i want to see it! no fair. haha. :D haven't met you online for a long while too. damn busy in school. anyway. ahha. darling. mwahahaha. the suansation feeling is coming. but i shall resist it. hahahah. i'm sho nice sia.
anway. school. ARGH. can die. had board meeting this week. :'( talking about personal discipline and all that. sigh. i don't think i'm going to get renominated lor. seriously. i've been damn naughty this year. i whole day dao dan in class. like class clown like that. whee. it's fun. but yeah. OMG. and teachers. what is it with teachers? they soooo have something against us is it. and seriously. i don't know why i get so touchy. but i hate it when they do that. prefects must be this this this this this, cannot join in the noise. lousy prefects this class has. hm. i'm not the only one feeling like this lor. bleagh. so sad. i don't know if i'm sad not to get renominated. i don't know if i want to still be a prefect. it's a hell lot of responsibility being both. plus academics. man.. i can feel the stress already lor.
ooh. nice soong. ahah. without you.
still feel the same. don't feel weird. if i dare. again. hm. you still as crazy over ** i can't tell.. i'm not leh. am i. i don't know. sigh. really enjoy it sometimes though. :D whee. anyway. yeah. better go get ready for church. uh huh. :D whee. yupyup. can't wait! ciao.
so they said.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
tired but happy.
hm. no point if there's no love. i want to love again. but it's so difficult. so so so difficult. wish i could find it. sigh. so bleaghed about it. argh. hate it. really do. hm.
i HATE my freaking ankle. i can't train, i can't play. i can't do anything lor. i can't even go running. shit lah. pissed. it's really damn annoying. ergh.
using. i don't know. i hate it when you do that. come on lah. you think we're THAT dumb. come on lor. it's damn irritating. woah. you're really the ultimate. you tell me bout them. what's the difference between you and them. come on lor. i'm finding it harder to trust you now when you the one i trusted most. and. patience. practising patience. seriously. our morals/values are soooo different. i'm determined to do my best now. and i thought it was the same. doesn't look. everything seems the same with you. hm. whatever lah. sigh. disappointing.
aiyo. can anybody stop talking about guys? school and church. no difference. everybody just doesn't stop talking about boys. are they like the coolest things on earth. omg. aiyo. please. get a life. probably guys are your life. as in i don't mind talking about guys. i like gushing about guys. but how in the WORLD can you talk about guys 24/7. it's rather boring don't you think. hahahahahahaahahahh. seriously. it's damn boring. and nothing's going to change the fact that you never stop talking about boys aiyo. ahhahahaha. craziness. wheee.
anyway. got to go do homework. ciao. see. i'm actually doing my homework. liew. guai kia. mwahah. :P
so they said.
Sunday, July 04, 2004
omg! have i mentioned that sharapova won. i don't know how to spell her name. omg. she's sooo tall and pretty and she's soooo proded at tennis can. she beat serena williams in the finalls. 6-1 6-4.. omg. was screaming and screaming. but poor williams. she put on a really brave front. :D sad she didn't play her game though. aiyah. whee. but i'm really happy she won! tonight is men's finals! ahhh. haha :D oh yeah. i'm talking about wimbledon. hahaahaha. :D deedum. they never ever show squash on tv. sho annoying. right.
still thinking of you.
so they said.
the way you look at me.
back from church. whee. yup. didn't get to play guitar today. actually did. a bit. but yeah. didn't get to practise with otter twin. oops. just realised i have to book table for anniversary again. so annoyed. charlesey's booking tickets for his movie.. with his girlfriends. i'm super pissed with him lah. he's damn unfocused about his psle can. ergh. keep flirting and talking on the phone ten million hours a day. he's becoming more and more irritating. AND he's ditching me. such an ass. ergh.
aiyo. haha. jeremy was making laugh like crazy lah. think he could kill me if i spent too much time with him. whee. thanks ah. one nightmare is already more than enough can. you're really scaring me like crap lor.. omg. eeyuck. gross.
at least. but still. i kinda was looking forward to and wanted to. but if we had. i wouldn't know what to do. but i know i'll hide the nervousity. haiz. was super uncomfortable. weren't you.. you're still super obsessed aren't you. it's so scary you know that. and it's so much more difficult. sigh.. confuzzled. rachel lah. abandon me. but nothing happened anyway so yeah. liew. since when did you start suaning me about this. haha. i'm used to suaning. but. aiyo.. okok. nevermind. hahaha. crazy. you were watching? haha. thanks. i guess. i wouldn't have felt this way if you didn't tell me. i woulnd't have known if you hadn't told me. your comment of "trying to communicate" hit me quite hard sia. i was trying to hide the whole time. trying to avoid. why. i don't know. i wanted to be around and see but yet i wanted to avoid cos i felt soooo uncomfortable. ESPECIALLY then.
why did everything have to turn out like this. hm.
told you. sho sad. ahaz. anyway. finally got the d note chime thingy today. thank you tr lee lee!!haha. :D when she said present. i was thinking food know. ahaz. :D whee. thanks min for sharing. :D aiyah. deedum. can't stop thinking. won't stop until. deedum.
nothing to say between us anymore
i wish there was.
so they said.
