Friday, August 27, 2004
helloo. everytime i blog. i sign in. i take 10 secs to think which blog i want to blog. cos depends what i want to blog and stuff. yup. i usually blog this one more though. ahaz. i loove this blog. yeah. today was quite fun. WOOT. we totally didn't have art cos COlee rocks. and let us have the whole 2 periods to dance.. ymca. goodness. we're the MOST hardworking class ever. and i mean MOST. we've been dancing for like hours mann. and today. yeah. went to sell bendy pens. today is good samaritan day. aww. trang didn't come to school today. poor thing. hehe. i passed my sickness to her. whooops. :S yeah. anyway. i sold all my pens. and everybody was jealous and angry. cos i sold all. haha. i tell you. it's just cause i smile more and i'm more polite. sijie rolls her eyes in front of people. got to see lots of different types of people today. i like those who smile and say no thank you. more than those who stick their hands out towards us. but anyhow i say thank you all the same. whee. some people were really nice!! like this one couple (ask the couples, they always give.. guys trying to impress girl mahh.) yeah. and they gave me popcorn!! haaha. :D nice right. ahah. and this couple (AGAIN!! see, my theory works) was donating to my friend. i went up to them and grinned sweetly. *cough* and haha. i got 2 bucks too!! whee. :) see. i used my "mei li" i'm actually speaking in chinese. haha.
anyway. some people were SOO dao. think they were pmsing. some totally ignored. some yelled DON'T WANT in my face. know. it was so difficult to keep smiling. not that it was fake. but yeah. to actually keept the reason to do it properly though everybody wanted to slack and ps was like just next door. yeah. whee. but still managed to do it. see hard work and perseverance pays off. eh. we worked really hard k. know le meridian, we got assigned there. how disgusting. it's sooo small. we walked up and down. ten billion times at LEAST.
anyway. i need to talk about like the tv shows i've been watching. like everytime i turn on the tv. there'll be this movie about some girl involved in some sports. the first one i watched was about this girl in drag racing. and she's the only girl who was a drag racer but she was soooo good. half way she wanted to quit halfway and she did. but after a while she went back. think she couldn't cope. but yeah. i was thinking about squash as usual. sigh. wanted to quit once. but what happens if the opportunity doesn't come back and i can't take it up again. man. i don't know lah.. so sucky. and there was another one. can't remember what it was about. today just watched another one. about this girl in the basketball team and she was the star player. then she got mad cos she didn't get chosen to play the free throw. something like that. then yeah. she went back to shoot and sprained her ankle real bad. she couldn't play in the finals. yeah. and her mom was telling her how she shouldn't play. just cos she was the start player. or stop playing because someone was better than her. there's bound to be someone better than you always. and she shouldn't play because of her father's expectations but play because she loved basketball. man. it hit me quite hard. sigh. but not hard enough to motivate me to play better. sometimes.
i've got loads to blog. i know i do. but you know what. i'm totally in the horriblest of moods right now that i've forgotten all i wanna blog. BYE.
so they said.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
know what. exams are coming nearer and NEARER. and when i mean near i mean like SUPER DUPER near lah. holidays are in 2 weeks time. like the week after next. and next week only got 3 school days. hello. and this weeks finishing. sorta. when i come to thursday, everything's sorta finishing.
I'M NOT HUNGARAAAY. humph. i don't wanna eat dinner. and i'm feeling fat after all i ate today. bleagh.
anyway. yeah. stressed. howww. dies. going to stop squash soon. like i'll stop from sept hols onwards know. i REALLY need to focus on studying. yup. bleagh. trip.
oh yeah. i am a prefect. the board's a BIT weird huh. :S like ermm. ok. head prefect like was SUPER obvious lah. vheads are ok. my buddy is vice head!! woot. :) that's great. yeahh. and we actually got to vote for exco. i totally didn't know that lah. ahaz. :D whee. sho cool. yup. they announced like all the prefects names yesterday. BUT. i didn't go to school. how fantastic. woah. talk about suay. ahaz. but neh mind. i just wanted to see who the new prefects were lahh. one whole year with these new people. thinking of it it's like. ooooooooooooooook. if you know what i mean. better go. tata.
so they said.
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
motivation. i'm super drowsy. i hate the medicine. the only thing i like about it is that it's orangea. ahaz. i better get better man. i'm dying of the lack of good food and pigging out. seriously. like i can't eat a single thing. and i'm craving for chocolate. but i can resist temptation. don't know how long it's going to hold though. haha. finished reading "the guardian" goodness. if i had known it had some thriller parts in it. i wouldn't have bought it man. thankfully the book wasn't very good and image-y like. describe until you fell as if you're there. some books are soo good i feel as if i'm there. haha. i was so freaked after finishing the book last night. i didn't dare sleep. and so i switched off the light. and hid under my blankie and didn't dare open my eyes until i fell asleep. ahaz.
ANYWAY. i'm out of point. motivation. sigh. there's no motivation. i've been looking since like don't know when. and i still haven't found it. damnit. i'm getting REALLY stressed. like endyears are in 6 weeks time. everybody keeps reminding me. and i keep remembering. yet i haven't started studying. how screwed am i. i just can't bring myself to sit down and study. even when i do. nothing's going in. argh.. help. i need URGENTLY the SUPER strong want to find this motivation and use it to drive me like crap. wanting to get into trip science isn't going to drive me at all. cos i don't want it THAT badly. yet i want to. it's got to do with a lot of expectations and stuff that made me choose trip science. it's always like this. bleagh. not that i don't like it. it's ok. not that it really matters.. but yeah. i just hate the stress of studying. and i'm really feeling stressed now. just typing this. i'm feeling so uptight and all. like so don't know how to describe. but it's a feeling of stress. yeah. cannot relax. but i can't study. cosi don't know why. ut there's somethign wrong with my brain. it just won't absorb anything. i'm trying to remember my geog stuff for tomorrow's test. got chinese test tomorrow too. and i've got to start studying chinese for end-years. whether it's going in or not. at least i can like practise it over and over again more times. yeah. i'm starting to realise that there's actually a lot to be revised. crap. think i'll go before i stress myself out even more. bye.
so they said.
Monday, August 23, 2004
stupid medicine is making me too tired to blog. but the good thing about it is that. it's orange. haha. and my other one is pink!! cool medicine right. whee. almost died in school today. i'm really thankful. think. sorta confirmed prefect already. :)
*cough* tata.
so they said.
Sunday, August 22, 2004
stupid machine. aiyo. taking forever just to transfer pics from one comp to the other. i really wish, the internet on my comp would work, without hanging. sigh. going to give up liaohx.. CRAP. i left my computer on. GREAT. how smart you tell me. ok. i don't want to talk to anybody. shoo. go away. i wanna blog. GREAT now the diskette is stuck in the thingy. hahahaha. -.- and i just broke the diskette. haha. think computers hate me. like seriously.. sigh. yup. i just sneezed and stepped on the printer. today is SUAY day. haha. gosh. i think i'm going to cough until i get a 6 pac lah. i cough sooo hard can. and my stomach hurts sooo badly. and my nose hasn't stopped running forever. and my temps 37.2 and my mum's been scolding me all day. she's telling me today is hot so yeah therefore my temperature. aiyoo. hope my "fever" doesn't rise. if not i'll CONFIRM geta scolding. yeah. i have no idea what my mum's problem is lah. she keeps nagging. i guess it's for my own good. but please. aiyo. can't stand it. okok. shall talk about other stuff.
firstup. i didn't get today's message. o.0 and i didn't know that people still could command evil sprits out of other people. and i'm REALLY thankful, that spirits can't inhabit me. but it's sorta enlightened me about why my friends are so scared are ghosts " spirits" but why are they only scared during the seventh month, if evil spirits are here all the time, instead of just the seventh month. it's quite freaky to think that there are spirits here. it's quite bone-chillling. yupp.
today felt quite weird. ahaz. don't know why. quite tired. i guess. not me. everybody. i wasn't very tired. but just super sick from yesterday. haha. laughing like crazy. i wish i wasn't sick. but haiz. nvm then. then i got home. and slept for an hour. studied a bit. and yeah. bummed around. deedum. it sucked not being able to sing.. haha. but i was the official camerawoman. haha. was taking pics for pastor baskaran. hehe. so honoured. :) and i sat in front.. qutie extraded. but neh mind. and i was mouthing the words to rach. while i was taking pics. multi tasking sia. not bad. haha. but i think she got lost a bit. haah. whoops. yeah. and the camera was so noisy and so flashy. ahaz. whee. but it was fun. :) today rocked cos i talked to almost all my ouxiangs. like 3/5 is more than half though i didn't really REALLY talk to one. ahaz. but yesh. still quite fun leh. ahaz.
adolescence.. insecurity. quite true i guess. ahaz. it's quite surprising. does age matter in a relationship? as in like seriously. not those cliched stuff stuff. which i can't remember. but seriously. does it matter. i don't know. i don't think so. i guess people wil talk more when the age gap is bigger like teen and young adult. yupp. but it doesn't really matter if both parties don't mind right. but don't you think it's weird how the older one is attracted to the younger one. it's quite weird. but to each his/her own.
it rocks being a teen. not really. quite. haha. :)
yesterday ROCKED. whooo. haha. though i couldn't like eat half the dishes and i think sooo much food was wasted. yup. but i still ate. therefore i'm like this. shh. don't tell my mummy. she'll SLAUGHTER me. and seriously. haha. but yup. was taking billions of photos again. i'm SUPER pro-photos lah. took with all the pretty and handsome people. ahaz. and i got to take with all my ouxiangs too. ahaz. :) woot. haha. my stupid friends couldn't stop insulting my hair. ok lorr. whatever. haha. deedum.
some idiot over there. was my most used phrase last night. can't believe it. eew. how suay larh. like i was leaving then, my dear friend asked me to take photo with him. haha. :) took pic with like ALMOST everybody related to me. ok. the medicine is taking its effect again. going to fall asleep soon. aright. i forgot everything i wanted to blog.
pot calling the kettle black
did i mention that. before. okok. before i start talking crap. i better publish. tata.
so they said.
