Saturday, September 25, 2004
TALK ABOUT FALSE HOPES! ahahahahahahahaha. *dies*
crap chel. i'm TOTALLY off. whoops. alright. tell you tomorrow. humph. didn't get to go to church though i terribly deserved to. cos i totally earned it. stupid cramps. o.- siiigh. so sad. i studied hard during the weekdays okeh. so i could go to church. aii. neh mind. just need to wait another week. which would be like right smack in the middle of exams. but yeah. i wanna go anyway. 6 days left to beginning. 13 to the end. woohoo. can't WAIT. yeah man. i finish the earliest mann. ahha. sorry guys. i'll TRY not to gloat in your faces. haha. stephy too. whee.
so stressed. padum.
tomorrow. we're performing chimes!! haha. yay. everybody must clap extra loud!! haha. we've been practising this for MONTHS. so don't be shocked if we make mistakes. haha. ahh. i hope joel, joyce and i can get our part right. THAT part. i think it's like bar 11. like the beginning of the song lahh. haha. hehe. hope not everybody wears blue tomorrow. cos i'm going to wear white. i totally don't look good in blue. but that's not the point. i don't have anything blue. haha. (: grinns.
no man. please. i hope it doesn't happen. uh oh. i'm dead if it does. like super dead.
right. it's late. better go sleep. nites.
so they said.
Friday, September 24, 2004
hellOOO!! -mwacks mwacks- i missed my blog SOOO much. i haven't been on the comp since sunday. i've been mugging like 5 hours everyday straight. and i'm DYING. i tell you reading the bible is AMAZING. it super duper helps. i think i'd be dead if i didn't read it. uh huh. exams in like one week. arghh.
got back ca2 marks. woah. i got a1 average. YES!!! woot. ahah. AND I PASSED MY CHINESE AND EVEN GOT A B4!! HELLO! like a b for camille's higher chinesse is like PRODED can. ahah. know WHAAT. i got lowest in class for hcl and history. haha. history i TOTALLY screwed lah. goodness. aiyo. blah. but yeah. i think i got lowest average in class too. but uh huh. it's ok. i'm really really really really very thankful already. but that's only ca. sa is like 50% i'm super stressed know. siiigh. like seriously VERY stressed. sigh. (: but yeah. i'm just going to mug on my part. and pray. still haven't decided which human to take. i'm seriously not a humanities person. like ALL my humaan's suck. whoops. i'm waay more a science person lahh. i should stop complaining about how i get the lowest. and my stupid partner gets so high. ahh. stupid girl. haah. (:
i'm going back to study after this. i just got home from school. had some function in school. called family night. know what. i'm REALLY tired. hmm. should i go sleep. or study? i don't wanna fall sick. therefore i should sleep right. but i'm running out of time. AHH! i'm dying now. hmm. i need to finish my science i've only done like. 8 chapters. argh. HOW. plus i've got a chinese test on monday. i'm not going for chimes on sunday. cos we're performing. but i wanna go to church tomorrow and saturday. therefore i work double as hard on weekdays. hmm. ok. erm. tomorrow morning. i'll wake up at 8. mira's calling me at 9 to discuss lit. alright. i think i'll talk until 10. max 10.15. then until 1 i'll be doing chinese all the way. argh. got 5 more lessons to go. and 100 chengyu. think i'll do 50 chengyu. then at night after choir. i'll start at 7.30.. do science all the way till 10. sunday. start at 2. science until 6. 6.30 chinese until 8.30 chengyu. 8.30-10 math. i'll finish everything by sunday. YES!! woot. (:
sorry. just planning my timetable. we were discussing suicide during lit. laaaa. it's stuck in my mind. "no foul play dectected" the title of the poem we were doing. bah. i'm horrible at lit lah.
blue concert now.. haha. my friend is there. prolly screaming her lungs out. what a waste of money. aiyah. didn't get to blog much. haiz. anyway. thanks for not replying. (: it helped. gtg taa.
so they said.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
OUCH.
that totally gotta hurt. know what i think i just realised that what i'm doing was the same thing you did. another thing to find freaky. ahah. dies. i just found out something to my disbelief. mwaha.
anyway. metal guitar strings DO make your fingers stink. humph. therefore my fingers stink.. eew. haah. (: been practising. not very hard. but i love the invention of the guitar. helps to destress. tomorrow. i've just been mugging since i got back that i haven't reflected much about today's messages. aiyo. naughty girl. sorry. :S anyway. that's why there are blogs. to reflect!! hahaah. kudos to blogs! (:
okeh. first. sunday school. went to t kenneth's apartment to watch a dvd. don't know why t min called it a video when it was SO obviously a dvd. humph. about the prodigal son. it was the new testament story thing. darn i thought it would have been veggitales. ahh. love em. sighh. ahha. ESPECIALLY bob, the tomato.. -melts- his red is so hot. whaha. anyway. i like the way she put it after the DVD. she said. that as far as you stray God will call you back. and you should respond. or something like that. and then i remember we sang nice songs during teen worship. ALL WHO CALL. ahhhh. we learnt it in junior choir if i'm not wrong. and it used to be our FAVOURITE.. still is one of mine. (: anyway. then we sang only by grace. and yeah. that stood out to me. shan't say whyy. no time.
yeah. message about commandments. hmm. i didnt' realise by not obeying the commandments you're showing disregard. hmm. no wonder my parents get so angry when i don't listen to them. cheyy. haha. whooops. 0.o
and i finally realize how studying can block out everything including your time spent with God. like i planned the day and i didn't include qt. sigh. it was basically study study study. haiz. hcl test tomorrow. hope i pass. :S ahh. studying's really REALLY draining me. press on. remember what man talked about. will go read binle later.
don't know why. i'm dreding school tomorrow. so hard to talk about people. she called us a threesome? i feel dragged in. cos i never was there before. sigh. line club. AH. sick. friends are a headache.
people should seriously stop spreading rumours about me in school. hhaha. it's quite funny to hear the rumours though. cos people tell me the rumours. like. erm. i was seen bullying a fat sec one girl. what the?? erm. i don't remember bullying anybody. and. please. i'm the one getting bullied. you think i bully. hahaah. very funny. wahahaahah. *dies*
anyhow. i canNOT stand people who think they are sooo pretty when they're absolutely NOT. haha. i know i'm mean. but what can i do. i'm speaking the truth. "if it's wrong to tell the truth, what am i supposed to do" hahahaha.. guilty.
am i supposed to say the same thing. am i supposed to start it. know what. ahh. i don't know. when i finally have the time to figure out everything then i'll tell you. woah. today was scary. the closest i have been in a LONG time. didn't even look you in the face. hmm. haha. can't WHAT. not my fault. freaky freaky freaky freaky. haha. freaked out in the toilet. that was totally ouch lah. woah.
alright. shall go now. i want to listen to nice cds. grinns. (: think i don't need to sleep.
oooh. taa.
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