Saturday, October 09, 2004
i realised that he's actually quite handsome. the more i look. the more handsome he gets.
so they said.
WHATever. liddat also pissed. okeh lor.
yupp. today finally got to go to ypg. yayness. and my dearest group leaders weresn't there. both of them somemore. one sick. one went to the ZOO. hahaha. dies. i think that's funny. haha.
haha. know what. i think it's freaky how i can be thinking about something and it actually is this month's theme. wow. basing friendships on the Lord and yeah. i tell you. how long we've talked about it. how long we don't do anything about it. we said that at least 10 times to each other. sigh. a lot of things lah. it's so annoying.
argh. so sad. don't like seeing people sad. especially not. yeah.. haha. oh dear. mummy man's sick. so sad. haha i miss her!! awww. not really. but it's cos she neh miss me thus i miss her. make sense. not really bart yeah. ahha. deedum. poor thing. get well soon!!
went out for dindin and to buy someTHING. i better not reveal what i bought. in case someone finds out. you never know who'll read your blog. haha. anyway. went out with joyce and stephy. haha. sho fun. just ate and ate and ate. sooo bloated. haha. ian was nice and sweet. he said if i was sad he'd wear his orange shoe.. HAHAHA. bahdah bahdah. oooh. today was t min's and shermie's birthday!!
HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM ALL OF US TO YOU, WE WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. (REPEAT)
It's stephy's happy birthday song. cos she doesn't like the conventional bdae song. steph, soon if this is sung as many times. it'll become conventional too. haha. oh sick. i just saw something quite gross. anyway. today stephy called me rare. hahahahahaha. thanks babe. (: so sweet of you. ahaha. sho funny. went to the best pasta mania in town. j8 where we know we'll always have seats even during dinner or lunch time. or actually any time. and which jojo and i took like forever looking for. cos it was a new. haha. we went round and round and round. like seriously. around. haha.
opened the book today. just to check. cos i was too lazy. crap. haha. after how long. haha. anyway. better go sleep now. trying to get rid of eyebags!! (:
babygirl. family. forever. yeah right.
but i'm over it.
so they said.
liew. my own brother niao me. arghh. hahaha. i'm determined to have a great relationship with my bro. so that. next time i can fall back on him when i need to. and he'll always have me to fall back on. though i think he'll squash me flat. it's going to be super tough lah. like ooba. cos. yeah. we grew up fighting and competing in everything. and it the selfishness hasnt' left me yet.. :S but i'm fighting it hard. and somehow. i pray that our relationship will work to be based on the Lord. tough. but yeah. going to take a lot of work. haha. now it's like laugh laugh laugh. that's all.
blah. i'm still not over my eyebags frenzy. haha. lahh. i feel like sleeping now. buhbyee.
so they said.
Friday, October 08, 2004
deedum. yeah. EXAMS are OVER. ahh. i tell you. i feel so good. doesn't really feel very different. and my friends and i totally agree. we're all like HOW slack. goodness. don't know why. i tell you i'm SUPER tired. i've got eyebags can. argh. i've never gotten eyebags before. think i'm going to sleep really early. goodness. watched white chicks today. quite funny. laughed a bit. but yeah. argh. should have chosed wimbledon over it. it was between both. why!? cos engwah doesn't have dodgeball. stupid. choose to go suntec. neh mind. it's the company. sho fun!! haha. (:
i think it's time to change my blogskin. but i'm really too lazy to go change now. blah. i'm like going to die. humm. and singapore idol's soon. ahh. i'm SO going to watch. and jerry better get out before i sue him. haha. jjk. but yeah. i really don't like him. anyway. i'll do it soon.
oh. what's adonai?
i don't know. deedum. i like geberas. nice orange ones. haha. and becky thinks i'm not les cos a guy likes me. oh man. like. haha. that's totally not a reason i'm not les. i'm totally fully straight. haha. chey. and i thought you all were smart.
what to do. AHAH!! so fun.. haha. going all siao and retarded. movie.. yeah. becky laughing like siao. though it's really not the funny part. and i was laughing at the guy behind us who was laughing SO funnily, when it wasn't a funny part. thus i was laughing VERY hard at a non-funny part. haha. and i was singing with the movie. let's get retarded.. then. they stopped and i was singing so yeah. hm. i realised it was quite loud. i hate it when you know you're talking in the movie quite loudly so the other person can hear, THEN. suddenly the movie volume goes down, cos it's a quiet part. and then there you are talking. it ALWAYS ALWAYS happens. somehow. it's quite amazing, how does the movie know when you're talking, so it'll purposely do that. humph. haha. shall go now. goodnight. yawn. not going to wake up until like next year. bleahh.
You save me once, You save me still.
so they said.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
oh. i just realised i haven't mentioned that psle started like yesterday. praying for my bro. sigh. he's like watching tv now. yesterday came back and said. english was easy. what.. okeh. then at night. he said. mum i think it was quite ok.. humm. right. sigh. charles arh charles. my mum's like really stressed. she's just praying so hard that he'll get 200 plus. sigh. and at the beginning of the year. he was telling me how he's going to get higher than me.. sigh. nothing but prayer can get my whole family out of this period. thank goodness we ALL end on friday. yupp. except my father.. who's like ahah. not stressed. just yeah. let's us do whatever we can. haha. (: parent's are different. if both my parents were like my dad i'd be like failing everything. if both were like my mum. haha. oh gosh. i totally don't want to imagine. my father rocks. especially when he's in a good mood. then he'll just keep joking the whole day. the older we grow the more often my parents are in good moods. SERIOUSLY. if nobody notices this. maybe it's just my racial harmonized family. indian, chinese, malay and eurasian. haha. (X grinns. go georges!! (:
so they said.
nothing can compare, words can never say You are everything, everything i need. You're everything to me.
i need to once again how much klvv rocks. whee. haha. (: yeah. anyway. yesterday was like how stressed. stupid teacher scared my friends who scared me. the teacher said. "it's going to be very difficult" "i don't think anybody can get a1" "i won't be surprised if some of you can't start" oh siiick. i was panicking like siao. i studied the whole book. studied from 2-10 non-stop. still couldn't finish. i was on the verge of tears can. arhh. science is like my best subject can. and i was betting on it. now. after the paper. it wasn't THAT bad. before i took the paper i prayed. and woah. i really really really calmed down. even with such little faith the Lord hears. (: when you realise God is all you have, you'll realise that God's all you need. yay. anyway. i'm so glad i've only got 3 papers left. the Lord is like how merciful. only one week of exams and we start and end the earliest out of all the other levels. cos of streaming. but yeah. yay.
too young and beautiful to die.
yupp. almost met with an accident today. in the taxi. along cte. turning out to yiochukang. then. this lady passed the exit, then maybe she's dreaming or something, then she reversed in the middle and turned in. woah, than the taxi driver saw and jammed the breaks. my stomach lurched lahh. aiyo. i was sooo scared. i was like praying the whole time. woah. thank God. seriously. if we had crashed.. and the taxi driver was going quite fast. thinking about it, makes me wanna puke. yah. aiyo. first time. i didn't see anything cos i was just stoning the whole car ride. thinking of stuff. i like being in the car, you get to just sit and think of stuff. haha. anyway. yeah. thank goodness.
anyway. i love jamie oliver. i think i need a guy who can cook. haha. (: and i loooove to cook. i think it's the only form of art which i would excel in. cos like. i don't know why. i just love it. maybe if i learnt i'd be a better chef. haha. it's fun. cos you get to make up stuff whatever you wanna put in, however much you wanna put in. during the hols i'm going to cook. haha. i hope. i want! whee.
ANYWAY. back to my science paper. haha. i'm SOOO screwed. i like totally got every possible physics question wrong. haha. seriously. know why? cos i suck at math. crap. sooo dead. like at least i lost 8 marks. cos so many stupid light questions. come on lor. haha. and the irony is that i got like highest in class for the physics test. haha. whoops. and i screwed like this.. hah. blaaah. anyway. thank goodness for bio and chem. wahaha. i think i seriously need help with physics. ahhh. haha. don't know how going to take trip with physics. bleagh. i do NOT like physics. but i'll grow to love it. i only like electricity. ahah. cos it's easy.. whoops.
tomorrow's math and english. ARGH. i'm so dead for math. i need to do a lot of revising today for math and chinese. like they've been stagnant for how long. i don't see the point of revising earlier on,when i'm just going through everything again. ahh. i seriously hope i'll pass my math. i can't remember a SINGLE thing. all i know is algebra. i can't remember. all the rubbish congruency and crap. ah. dies.. so much know. and chiense. humm. can't wait for chinese cos after that i'll be DONE. yeah mann. but this joy is shortlived as results will bombard on wednesday when we go back to school.
oh. yayness. my mummy got a new car. haha. vios!! whee. i like. haha. the jacob's and georges are like toyota promoters cann. aiyo. every car we keep changing is always toyota. humph. i want a bm. they're soo sexy.. whee. (: haha. anyyway. better go now. buhbyee.
so they said.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
COOKIE MONSTER!
haha. that was the title of our english compo. i tell you. my compos suck. and we all always have a good laugh telling each other our stupid SUPER original stories. ahaha. seriously. wahah.
everybody still can remember my STUPID essay for midyear which totally was off. i think i had a screw loose when i wrote it. haha. and i think i only got like 15 for it.. and we all were laughing like SIAO cos it didnt' make sense. yupp. and once again. haah. we were laughing. everybody picked cookie monster. haha. becky wrote something that her best friend was the cookie monster or something like that. HAHAHA. hahaha. veh funnny. yeah. and there was another question. end your compo with "..it was the first of my many adventures" i tell you. i combined both cookie monster and this. but i wrote the latter. yeah. haha. i wrote that i was a super hero fighting against the cookie monster who was attacking the famous amos factory. cos he was angry with the cookie industry for taking over the cake industry which he once ruled. haha. dies. yeah. SUPER funny. i was laughing while writing. and his machine was a beeeg black forest cake. ahah. which had those chocolate sticks on top and out of those sticks came out bullets. hahah. dies. and the guy was driving the thing in a strawberry. hahahahahahah. yupp. (:
i'm going to blog. and not be so stupid as to do the same thing i did twice in a row. when i typed for at least two hours. sigh. never underestimate one's stupidity. yum. i'm not hungry. just felt like saying that. uh huh. today was lit paper. phew. quite ok. i think everybody made their crap sound good. i think mine sounded just as much crap as it did good. ahha. (X that didn't make sense did it. anyway. today i ate tou fu. as in the real thing. yupp. after the paper. then ran off home. which is where i am now. hmm. and i'm quite bored. can you tell. yeah. i need to go mug my butt of for science later. siigh. the paper's going to be hard. blahh. teacher's already said. crap lah. i was going to depend on my science to pull my grades up. arhh. i seriously need to study for chinese if this is the case. ahaha. i was going to screw my chinese lah. aiyo.
anyway. principals change so fast. i agree. principals do change over time. that was like ooba false hope when you said it. haha. anyway. how in the world do you change your mind THAT quickly. i tell you. seriously, you should trust me when i say something will happen it will happen. AND. it's so freaking obvious LAH. haha. and i knew it. wahaha. but seriously. sigh. neh mind. your choice. haha.
bahdeebah. anyway. i seriously can't wait for friday. neh mind 4 papers left. ahhh. whee. must focus. oh man. my uncle rocks lah. seriously. lala.
i'm so totally a babe on a mission. *wink*
and this is so screwed. but i don't care. haha. yupp yesterday was my mummy's birthday. as in, yeah my real mummy. uh huh. and whee. was singing so loudly so the whole block could hear. haha. (: grinns.
i wish people didn't have to pretend to be so strong. i wish people didn't have to pretend to be alright.
aiyo. know what. with exams going on. i realised that school's become a bore. and there's no daily dose of crazy dancing or stupid bawdy girl jokes. yupp. or crazy uncontrolled screaming. laughing till we cry. the stress is getting to us i tell you. i miss school when we all could go crazy. that changed. after yeah.
hmm. have i changed? like as in. do i really want it. do i really want to work towards it. can i handle it. do i even make the cut. i don't want to disappoint the those who believe i can make it. nobody knows this except both of us. i wanna ask somebody.
OHHH. i learnt a new word. flank!! haha. t aileen taught it to me. not exactly taught but yeah she said it. and so now i know a new word. flank : verb 1 ( be flanked by sb/sth) to ahve sb/sth on one or both sides.
you're all i need. bethany dillon. NICE.
better go. bored. taa.
so they said.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
i did it AGAIN. sick. i typed for 3 hours. can you believe it. 3 hours. and everythings gone. but i'm not in the mood to get angry with the comp. i'll just be thankful i could sort out some thoughts while blogging. but i still feel horrible. and argh. i don't feel liket talking. once again. i'll just.. yeah.
so they said.
