Saturday, January 08, 2005
freak out let it go.
[ it's the passion that comes FROM WITHIN. (ab intra- prefectorial board theme 2005)]
ONE. wow. can you believe it. one week has passed. so incredibly S-L-O-W. haha. MANN! the 5 day week does NOT rock. siiigh. now we've got 10 day cycles. and i just realised it's not fair. cos we all have to squeeze more subjects into the same amount of time that everybody has. haha. i pity the sec ones and twos. can you imagine how many times they have to see the same teacher. haha. poor things. okay. let's start. my form teacher. is a guy. with a hongkong accent. and i cannot stop laughing at everytime he's in class. yet, he annoys me pretty badly. ergh. my co-op's nicer. but yes. SHE CAN TALK. wow. she's really eloquent. that's good, then i won't laugh at her english and stuff, but she speaks super slowly, and a LOT. haha. (: but yeah. then. aiyah. the other teachers are okayy lah. i look forward to chem. cos mrs choo's my teacher. my last year's form teacher.
know what. i'm SUPER sad. i'm totally seperated from my friends. but yeah. they're just next door. like all of them. except becky who isnt' taking trip science. i was SUPER sad. the wholde
week has been quite crap. i've got like NO friends can. siiigh. almost cried in school. then.. okay. i guess it got better. cos you see we're in the same boat, so i started having people to eat recess with. know what. i really thought they were friends. true friends. so much for friendship. as in. okay lah, but don't you know how i'd feel if you do it. haiz. you don't even care. THAT'S what i call not caring. siigh. mhmm. my class is okay lah. not as fun as last years. but i'm stuck with it for two years. what can i do. i should have studied harder. actually, i'm just plain stupid. ERGH. stupid cam. anyway. a math is SOOOOO difficult. i couldn't even do the FIRST worksheet she gave us for homework. and sec 3 is madness. everything goes SOOO fast. the first day of school i had SOO much homework. AIYO. almost died. and i died doing a math homework. and everything is in like lecture form can. i don't like it cos we have to walk everywhere. haha. so lazy. yeah. i know. but lecture also harder to ask questions and stuff. and cannot laugh and crack jokes. -.- yeahh. i LOOOOOOOOOOOVE BIO! goodness. i don't like the teacher. he was my form in sec 1. and our rapport by the end of the year was HORRIBLE. yeah. so i don't really like him. but when he started talking about the animal cell. i fell in love AGAIN. wow. time and again i keep falling in love with bio. woww. (:
God's so amazing, He created THE cell. oooooooooh.
anyway. yesh. everyday i've been waking up at 6 and sleeping at 11. that's BAD. cos being a pig, i need a bit more sleep. okay. so i've been suviving. i go to school 12 hours a day can.. 6-6 EVERYDAY. i'm NOT kidding. i've been taking public transport home. can you believe it. siigh. i'm soooo stressed. and guess what, it's only the first week of school. and this year we have no mid-year exams. and i'm already starting to study. memorising chem stuff. it's a LOT. haha. got quiz on monday. and bio stuff too. I LOVE SCIENCE. goodness.
and i MUST tell you about my hilarious higher chinese teacher. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IN THE WORLD SHE'S TALKING ABOUT. goodness. she's from singapore. and she's got a weird accent. and her diao yin isn't good. my chinese pro partner keeps correcting her. as in quietly. not in front of her lahh. but yes. she atlks SOOO fast. and she acts funny stuff in class. i keep laughing. but sometimes. i get really annoyed cos i have NO idea what she's talking about. don't understand. reallyyy. aiyo. headache. half the time, my partner's explaining what she said. ohoh! AND. everytime she asks a question. she always calls "jia mei" then i didn't know you know. aiyooo. then she picked me again, and i was like. "lao shi ni zuo tian jiao wo le." haha. first chinese teacher, i speak chinese too. wow. ((: uh huh.
i haven't had time to touch the computer throughout this whole week. and i don't think i will during weekdays.
so much for 5 day week. i was in school from 7 this morning until what, 5+ goodness. running around like a mad goon. ahha. (: with orange paint on my face. well, i was the group leader of squash orange. hee. how APT. yeah. and my group was SOOOO quiet. i almost ALMOST died. not kidding. haha. i was like screaming screaming and they were sooo quiet. well, i'm glad to have gotten to know them. (: some opened up after a while, but most were really quiet. actually the whole sec1 batch this year is really quiet, compared to my year and the year after. ahah. i'm not kidding. (: anyway. it was quite fun today. this morning was sec 1 orientation. until 1 then we had invest practise.. dies.
sometime i feel like giving up, and not even trying to be. since.. uhh. i don't know LAH. i can't decide. mumph. lalalalala.
Lord, i'm in Your hands
Lord, i'm in Your heart
in Your thoughts
in Your plans
never left alone
never on my own.
ultimate favourite
Lord whatever you ask
i want to obey You
to let my heart beat
with a servant's heart
Lord whatever you ask
i know that you can give me
wisdom and courage
to equal the task
Lord whatever you ask
"through it all"
come on cam, just trust in Him. just trust.
He holds you tight, He never lets you go.... when you're in the Father's hand. [pl concert (:]
alright. better go back to hitting the books. siiigh. taa.
so they said.
Monday, January 03, 2005
you had your chance.
haha. ooh. day one of school over. now like just a few more billion to go. well. school wasn't THAT bad. my class isn't all that horrible. but yeah. everybody misses everybody. i miss all the crappy times the line club had together. now we're all split up. and yeah. everybody's sad. aww shucks. yupp. school is boring from morning till 230 we do nothing but sit and stone. it passed quite fast lah. but yeah. i really rather have lessons. not EXACTLY. but humm. haha. bum.
i don't miss church as bad. haha. that's good. sigh. and i need to complain about the timetable. school is SO long. ahha. we end at 3 on wednesdays. so late. haha. and i'm DEAD. i haven't read my chinese book. haha. still got 140 pages left to read. and i THINK the test is on monday. HEARD THAT. i've got a test on monday. how sick is that. ooh. but there's no mid year exams. quite cool eh. but.. yeah. SUPER heavy percentage on end of years. haha. dies.
SOME pics.
whee. t adelyn ROCKS. yeah mann. concert night one. her dress is ooba nice. ahah. leotards. skimpy little things which show off fats and make everybody think they're fat. annoying skinny people.
hahaha. gay joel as himself. very funnyyy. (: christmas lunch. taking photos like siaoo.
haha. zhi huiiiiiii. eeyuch. haha. bimbo lah everybody. concert night one again. ahah. before concert, when we were getting ready.
haha. nice pic though not all were there. so sad. those little piggys were eating downstairs so they're not in here. aww. shucks. everybody looks good and super cool lah. nice headress thingy and skirts. woooah.
lalala. i miss practising the dance know. as tiring as it was. i really do. haha. (: all the fun crazy times eating wanton me and being how many hours late. and trying to do the impossible. God's amazing. haha. i shall post more photos next time. (: taa.
so they said.
