Friday, January 21, 2005
there's something wrong with blogger. okay. lala. yeah. i hate that feeling. i don't know. sometimes i want to. from far i am. but i'm not. and usually i don't want. haha. i'm ironic. bye.
so much for everything. okay ah. today had project meeting. everybody was doing crap and i was on the phone the WHOLE time discussing with one person who wasn't there and we came up with 3 quarters of the story. lala. i really want to sayy bah. i don't know. there's so much rubbish.whatever. mad. chao.
so they said.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
SCPB05.
wooooah. super fun. everybody was screaming like mad everywhere. yayness. we went to glass house for dinner. fish and co. my very first time there or to ANY fish and co. yeah. and man i was full. anyway there wast this live singer person thingy and he was dedicating songs to us. haha. whee. not really. prefects went down to dedicate to us. and. ok. cos i have this friend called jean. and i call her jinz. yeah. then you see she went downstairs, to the toilet with another girl, then. the singing guy was like saying this is from jins or SOMETHING. then i screamed and cheered. and haha. when she came back she was telling me how it was JIM who had dedicated the song not her. and the songs were HOW nice lah. beautiful. anyway. none of them read but neh mind. go according to classes.
deborah: man, you're SUPER talented, the props and costumes would never have been as SERIOUSLY good without you. you always talking about rubbish. really proud that you've come to join the board!!
hanny: you sweet little thing. you're SO quiet, but yes yes. you're nice and a gooood prefect who isn't afraid of booking people. and you can be really siao at times too. my fellow 2syian prefect!! woot.
larissa: another sweet quiet person. can be really MAD at times, laughing at nothing, but a true friend indeed. one of the seletar sc babes! woot. oh yes. you're quite retarded most of the time too. it's really funny and cute! another fellow 2syian prefect.
shermin: haha. you're SUPER niiiice. and patient and sooo soft spoken. super sweet yet you whack people. AIYO. yes yes. welcome to the prefect's board. (:
ellen: the pretty. MAN. you're SUPER chiooo. yeah. ahha. (: you look good in practically everything. you're so ladylike yet laughety. go beautiful muse, you totally fit the bill. so happy to get to know you better through prefects. and my photo buddy. taking photos with/of me. haha. (:
dajie: you're basically just mad can. aiyo. but when we laugh. we REALLY laugh. haha. (: you're so retarded. but you i love youu so much. (: thanks for always being there for me to hug and talk to.
beverly: hello you dear dear lovely bimbo. goodness. you're ultimate can. known you since primary school. hee. you're so warm and friendly. thanks for entertaining me with all your bimboness and always knocking sense into me.
lishan: HAHA. you prim and proper lady you. always scolding me, and bullying me. something evil to say of me whatever i may say. bish. but i still love youu toooo! haha. without you, i won't be talking sensibly to anybody at all can. and you're so fun to be with.
jean: i love my beloved. haha. (: thanks so much for being that little super cute thing which always encourages me and providing nice squshy hugs and being there to talk to and be retarded with.
steph tay: haha. anohter seletar buddy. steph is so quiet most of the time, but when you know her. she NEVER stops talking, and it's always interesting to talk to her cos she talks about weird stuff. haha. seroiusly. but steph's cuuuute.
meiyi: thanks for doing everysort of retardedness. haha. (: like playing balloon with me and just being there to talk to me. and encourage me AND. gossip and talk to me seriously about stuff.
lala. my hands and eyes are really tired, i'll continue another day. night. (:
so they said.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
help.
so they said.
Monday, January 17, 2005
the older one.
WHOOO. I LOVE SINGAPORE. i'm like one day slow. hee. anyway. yeah. yesterday was ULTIMATE fun can. i'm not kidding. screaming like siao. hee. (: yupp. painted my face!! hee. oh yes. and those WERE official cheerleaders. and i still couldn't see the drums. and it WAS sooo super cool. the atmosphere was AWESOME. i tell you. haha. and the 2 nice uncles in front of us were SOOO nice. he was explaining the stuff to us. haha. even the bad words which everybody said. i tell you. soccer brings out the worse in guys. SO ANNOYING. how can you boo people. WHAT kind of sportsmanship is that can. for those 5 mins, i was SOOO ashamed of being a singaporean. i'll NEVER do that representing my country. over my dead body. yet. i tell you. it felt sooo good singing the national anthem with SO much passion. woah. everybody sang soooo loud. whooo. anyway, the aunty behind us, who i offered tapioca chips to ( the chips were from the uncles, we were like eating how much of it lahh!! ) anyway. she made me laugh. cos she was nice. YET she kept swearing and swearing. quite scary. but yeahh. haha. (:
zhihui! i want the photos! ((: thankyy.
yeah. went back to school the next day. humph. almost slept in every lesson. anyway. did something REALLY stupid. which i think is quite small. that's if you're petty. let's see. i don't know if i want to care any more. bahh. yeah. anwyay. NObody sang the national anthem, i thought everybody would be so happy that singapore won. and like nobody even talked about it. ahha (: aww. so unpatriotic.
it's so tough. i never meant for you to feel that way. please. it's not funny. i seriously don't want you to take the same path i took to learn. you don't HAVE to learn it the hard way. can you please just understand. don't try to act so mature. yet don't be so immature. AIYAH. you've got to be kidding. why does this have to be as tough as everything else. don't i have enough to hold alreadyyy!
bummer. anyway. my friends have been plucking out white hair from my hair the past few days. humm. so dumb. okay anyway. sunday school teacher is t lee lee. yayness. i'm quite sure i'm going to enjoy sunday school. heee. and i'm serious, i AM going to learn from sunday school.
a purpose.
to purpose.
purpose to be THAT someone different. to be someone more for the Lord. i want to be something more for the Lord. i really wonder how the Lord can use lil ol' me. it's so amazing how he actually remembered to fit each and EVERY one of us into his great plan, i can't imagine how great His plan must be. wooah. (: i need that strenght Lord. i need it. i want it.
"part the waters" or "give me this mountain"? -confused-
-screams- i chagne my mind. sick. i'm borrowing your phrase. you're making me think otherwise. but. i DON'T WANT TO. arhhhh. hyperventilates.
lalala. alright. think i better go to my room and do other stuff. AHH. i can't stand it. :'( bye.
so they said.
