Sunday, February 06, 2005
anyone realised.
you don't know a thing. arghh. it's HOW sickening. well, don't we all know. it's really quite annoying. the amount of bleaghness i feel is indescribable. i've never felt so bad before. i'm not looking forward to anything anymore. nothing at all. or are we just good actors.
anyway. that sucked. hahahahahah. seriously. i bet the whole world was there LAH. sick. forget it. never again. lalalala. i don't want to go to school. i don't want to go anywhere. we're all finding it bad. it's unspoken of. nobody seems to care. nobody wants to care.
dang. i'm so alone.
wowouch. sensitivity obviously we don't have it. it's trust you know. trust. i'm not pissed, just disappointed. i'm sorry. i'm not being oversensitive. i'm definitely not. but i know, what i wanted wasn't for it to happen at ALL. great. like. ARGH. i really don't know what to say except. it's damnn not helping. :'( what's happening.
great. i bet THAT leaked too. why do you think that was what was spoken of.. sigh. i don't like this i don't like this ONE FRIGGIN BIT. can't anybody tell. bah.
school tomorrow. got test AND tingxie. ahah. stupid tingxie driving me nuts. test tomorrow. i'm in NO mood to do it. (at least you've got school you know, i don't) siigh. can't wait for the nice holiday. which is so short. and thinking of school after this week is bleagh. the good thing is, i won't have to carry mikes and stuff after this tuesday. AND i end school early too. doesn't everybody. (: honestly. i am a beet excited about the money. more to pay for phone bill, and more to go to my eguit fund. haha. (: this is the FIRST time i'm actually saving up for something of my own. hee. (: yeah. anyway. heavy heartedness. bumm. ta.
so they said.
