some love.


Monday, April 25, 2005

a very grave misapprehension.

[THANKS. man, i was so dumb. so so so SO dumb. woah. i guess you successfully made me feel like an idiot. grr. i'm overreacting. ]

yeah. nothing to do with that. but how do you live under a mask for so long. i really cannot stand it. would you just stop it. please. i feel insecure, stupid, useless all rolled into one.

just shutup. i have feelings too you know.

no. i'm not this happy-go-lucky kid. never have been, never will be. oh man. this is bad. this is BAAAD. i can feel it. crap. crap. crap.

no i won't cry.


so they said.




Sunday, April 24, 2005

I've hidden a note,
it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back.
It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"
But what if the pages stay pressed, the chapters unfinished,
the storied too dull to unfold?
Does he ever get the girl?


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wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury?

haha. yeah it would. >.<

oh yeah. and no. i'm not waiting for anybody to ask me out on a date. people have VERY bad lip reading skills. tsktsk. HAHA. ((: ohsick. i forgot everything i wanted to blog. hoho. never mind. everything's just weird. pfft. sigh.



so they said.