some love.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

cos i don't need everything this world wants to give..

haha. and i don't really need all that crap. >< something sooper dooper hard is learning to love those who are difficult to love. cos we're supposed to love our neighbour's as ourself eh. WAH. never ever realised that loving could ever be so difficult, what more to overcome what i don't like about them. ai-yah. o.0

to make only God smile yet still being blameless. mustmust. i really don't need everything. haha.

laaaa. huizyi and i named my ever faithful and always standing by me- door. his name is john, or jon. hahaha. he's immovable and really lets me lean on him ALL the time. sigh. i love sitting at the door, but it doesn't change that i still keep getting picked on. nyeh. >< and i thought i could hide behind all the tallies in front of mee. hehe.

jean and i adopted "ri" we now call him roy river. i wanted to name him "roy the fish" while jean wanted to name it after her extremely late and one-time drug abuser boyfriend (poor girl didn't get married to him) river phoenix. hahahaha!!

hold on to this promise like it's your last breath- God's more immovable than my dear johnjon. and i think He's really been the only pillar that we've been clinging onto to keep us sane throughout this whole beeeg change and stuff. each time we're knocked down, He lifts us up, and we know that ultimately we're living for Him and NObody else, no matter what. press on, exco. <3

doing all things without complaining and murmuring.. i guess i'm just spouting stuff which has been constantly running through my head over and over again. being blameless has been ringing so loudly as psalm one warns of how the way of the ungodly shall perish, and how we shouldn't be in the counsel of the ungodly, nor walk and never reach the stage of sitting down and not moving our butts with the scornful. haha. (: psalm one's so challenging. it's not only not doing it, but actually walking away from it. yeahh. (:

your ever un-cliched advice

jc jc jc jc. pray pray pray pray. ><

kbye. (:

so they said.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

tell me- it's just a silly phase i'm going through.

so they said.