Friday, July 13, 2007
friday the thirteenth.
cos big girls don't(won't) cry.
one day wasn't THAT hard.
cheerupus. ><
so they said.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
lies- it hurts.
Promises made,
not meant to be broken from a long time ago.
Oh, so many words
still unspoken, tell me how I was to know. It's over, (it's over,) never thought it would be.
Why in the world did this happen to me?
How could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.
I go round and round and round in my head,
Wanting to take back whatever I said, (whatever I said.) No one was right, (no one was right,) We all made mistakes, (we all made mistakes,) I'm ready to do whatever it takes. Please, don't let it be.i know you don't give a damn that you hurt me, but you did.maybe we will talk, someday.
so they said.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
when conversations are hushed and tones change, our defence is paper thin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGUNG AND ARAAA. :D
HariD-youknowwhyi'mangryRAWR.
i wish you got it, that it could be something more.
so they said.
Monday, July 09, 2007
so screwed up. ):
i don't know you, but i'm sorry. i really didn't mean to do any of those things. i promise it won't happen again, cos i do know how you feel. and i feel like crap too, cos there's really nothing, i said no long ago. and now stuff can't be the same. butbut. i'll be fine, cos it really is better for everybody this way. i hope you'll forgive me, and i really wish you all the best.
please stop talking.
suddenly i'm sorry for who i am.
so they said.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i think i've made my decision.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own undrstanding. In
all your ways
acknowledge Him, and He shall
direct your paths" #proverbs 3:5-6
a nice knock on the head reminded me that i really do need to include God
a lot more in all my plans, no matter how small or trivial they might seem. there's still a long way more to go, so i better get going. ^^
things are way too complicated. i think everybody will be happier as friends. there's just too many sides to this triangle/square/pentagon, and i've had enough.
so they said.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XIANG!! :D omg, i miss you SO much. ): i'm so glad we bumped into each other the other day. although it was quite embarrassing that we were crying in the middle of nowhere. it seems like it's been forever since i last saw you, and since we last talked. i miss last time when we used to call each other like every day before and after the exams even though we just saw each other after the paper. and training and grumbling about training together, playing squash , pigging out, talking and crying and laughing. rawr. i really miss you. ><
Dear ana, i'm totally looking forward to when you come back, today when i got up in the morning and i realised that i wasn't going to pick you up from the bus stop, a tear rolled down my cheek. but enough crying already! I'll miss you, but i'm DEFINITELY looking forward to when you're coming back. SEEYOUSOON!! I love you. (:
<3 Cam.
charlesy got two tickets for the NE show, and even though it's like one whole month before the real show, i wanted it desperately enough, so i went to watch it. I really liked it, well for one, it is a big change from it being held in the national stadium, though i miss that. haha, but this time you can't see the choir! so even if they're dancing and all.. hmm, i don't really know who's watching. oh and zara, mr gani REALLY rocks. i love love love his voice, i didn't know he could sing so well!! i think i live under a rock sometimes o.0 ooh, and ILOVESINGAPORE. even though the atmosphere wasn't all that hyped up, like we were the only ones cheering and all that, everybody else around us was just like stoning. tsk! but most people DID stand up to do the
marina wave. lol! (: yay! and the fireworks were really really really really pretty. :D unfortunately, my video is tainted with ben's complete offkey singing. ohoh! and the two girls sitting behind us were really annoying. >< sigh! but nevermind, they're LITTLE girls. and they weren't enough to ruin my FUN:D:D:D:D evening. hehe, and after that we went to eat kolo meeeeee. yumm. (: rawr, the only thing was that i couldn't spot charlesy marching in. TSK.
doesn't it just make your chest swell! <3
pretty night. ^^
a stupid cow and his fish friend. :D
under my umbrella-ella-ella. HAHAHA. (matthew's never gonna stop singing it now)
anyway THANKS BEN for that super fun evening, even though we had to put up with each other for like 6 hours. you make me laugh like (what you always say-) WHOO! anyway, you're
really a good friend. :D
harry potter's coming out in FOUR days. ;)
so they said.
