Monday, October 08, 2007
please stop making me worry. ><
so they said.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
I don't need you anymore,
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies.
i haven't listened to linkin park in so long. (: lol! i remember those days in sec 2. anyway, taking a break from doing pw. ><it's infuriating when everything i just typed disappears in one click, tingtongman! the sovereignity of God wasn't a new concept, but i never realised how applicable it was to everything. honestly, it's futile struggling for the wheel, cos it's emotionally and physically draining, and man it's been frustrating. but now i've realised that all i need to do is just to submit to what He has already decided on so so long ago, times like these i truly understand why we're compared to silly sheep. ><>
being of good cheer all the time is never easy, and there'll always be more and more joy that you can possess. just like what we learnt during youth conference, it's something that's gotta be cultivated. and hoho, i'm really challenged to put that in to practise. i'm going to consciously make an effort to not indulge in my emotions anymore and like not keep being "emo" for long periods of times. firstly it drives me insane being upset for so long, secondly, it drives people around me whom i love insane. it's going to be tough, so i must pray pray pray pray pray!
Bow the Knee Trust the heart of your father
When the answer goes beyond what you can see
Bow the Knee lift your eyes towards
Heaven and believe the One who holds eternity
and when you don't understand, the purpose of his plan
in the presence of the king Bow the Knee
oh, what would i do without these precious lessons of faith. (:
i know i'm rambling, but i'm okay! :D
so they said.
